{"id":599,"date":"2018-06-17T20:14:28","date_gmt":"2018-06-17T18:14:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/?p=599"},"modified":"2018-06-17T20:14:28","modified_gmt":"2018-06-17T18:14:28","slug":"47-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/47-2\/","title":{"rendered":"47"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Tretton \u00e5r gammal inser jag att jag<br \/>\n\u00e4lskar Susanne och n\u00e4r jag ser mig i<br \/>\nspegeln stirrar ett monster tillbaka<\/p>\n<p>och detta monster kan under inga<br \/>\nomst\u00e4ndigheter till\u00e5ta sig bli \u00e4lskat<\/p>\n<p>i den stunden d\u00f6r alla gudar och<br \/>\nillusioner och allt som \u00e5terst\u00e5r \u00e4r<br \/>\nen desperation som inte vet vilka<br \/>\nuttryck den ska ta<\/p>\n<p>det enda som \u00e4r s\u00e4kert \u00e4r att mina<br \/>\nk\u00e4nslor till varje pris m\u00e5ste d\u00f6ljas<br \/>\nf\u00f6r tanken p\u00e5 att Susanne ska<br \/>\nbeh\u00f6va uth\u00e4rda min k\u00e4rlek \u00e4r s\u00e5<br \/>\nfruktansv\u00e4rd att den ger mig<br \/>\nmardr\u00f6mmar n\u00e4r jag inte kan sova.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tretton \u00e5r gammal inser jag att jag \u00e4lskar Susanne och n\u00e4r jag ser mig i spegeln stirrar ett monster tillbaka och detta monster kan under inga omst\u00e4ndigheter till\u00e5ta sig bli \u00e4lskat i den stunden d\u00f6r alla gudar och illusioner och allt som \u00e5terst\u00e5r \u00e4r en desperation som inte vet vilka uttryck den ska ta det [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/599"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=599"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/599\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":600,"href":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/599\/revisions\/600"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=599"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=599"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.el-hag.com\/kaos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=599"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}